A MOUNTAINTOP EXPERIENCE
The little country of
Guatemala is spotted with numerous volcanos strewn about in many of its regions
– both dormant and active volcanos. The
southern part of the country is very mountainous and has about thirty in all.
It was on one New Year’s Day when we were living there, that my son Levi
and I thought that a nice way to begin the New Year would be to hike up volcano
that we had not yet climbed. We had trekked various other ones before that
time, but this one, we had not. It was the volcano named Santa Maria, located
in the western part of the country.
How the volcano looked the day before we climbed it |
On that day, we could count what we thought were at least eight of these
volcanos. One of the further ones that we could see was the dormant volcano,
Santa Maria. This volcano, despite being one of the furthest ones that
we could see, was only about a half a day drive from our house. We decided right
then, on the top of that Thanksgiving mountain, that on some clear day in the
near future, we would go a nearby town, get a hotel, and climb it on the
following day.
The town near the volcano
is called Quetzaltenango, but the original Mayan name for the town is Xelajú. The
Mayan name means “Under the ten peaks.” This is because the town sits in a
valley surrounded by ten mountains. The volcano Santa Maria is one of these
mountains.
As I mentioned, Santa Maria is a now dormant volcano. However, in 1902, it
erupted violently – one of the largest eruptions in the world of that century.
The eruption lasted nineteen days and sent a column of smoke and debris sixteen
miles into the air – that is half way into the stratosphere and higher than any
cloud formation. It is where the ozone layer is located and with some meteors
even entering into that region. Santa Maria sent 1.3 cubic miles of magma into the air, covering much of the local region as
it fell. Some of the ash reached as far as San Francisco in California. The
explosion of the mountain killed at least five thousand people. Many more also
later died from a subsequent outbreak of malaria that was attributed to
conditions caused by the eruption.
The Mayans call the volcano “Gagzanul,” which means “the naked
volcano.” This is because historically, in its active years, it was devoid of
vegetation. However, in the more than a century since the great eruption, it
has become forested with a fine growth of pine trees, some up to four feet in
diameter. I suppose that they are about one hundred years old. They have grown
quickly in the rich, volcanic soil.
Santa Maria is not completely inactive however, for on one side of the
mountain (the side opposite of that which we climbed) a new lava dome has
formed. This erupts in small eruptions about every hour. It is forming a new
volcanic peak, which is called “Santiaguito.” From the top of Santa Maria, if
there is no cloud cover, one can look down into the cone of Santiaquito and
watch the eruptions.
Levi and I rose from our
beds early on the second day of the year, January 2, ready to climb the volcano
Santa Maria. The Guatemalans have a tradition that the first twelve days of
January correspond to the twelve months of the year. In the tradition, what the
weather is like on one particular day is supposed to be an indicator of what
its corresponding month will be like. For instance, if January 4th
is bright and sunny, it means that April (the fourth month of the year) will
also be a bright and sunny month.
February, the second month,
is often very unpredictable in Guatemala. The people in that country call it the
“loco” month. I suppose that what they mean by this is somewhat the equivalent
to what a meteorologist would call “unsettled.” The day Levi and I were to
climb Santa Maria was the second day of the year, the day that corresponded to
February, the loco month. We had either forgotten this tradition or did not
believe it. Maybe it was both.
As we drove out to where we
were to begin the hike up the side of the mountain on the second of January, we
saw clear blue skies except for a large cloud covering the upper half of the
volcano. From the valley, it looked like only a gentle fog in the higher
altitudes.
“I am sure that
the sun will burn off that fog by the
time we get to the peak,” I told Levi.
time we get to the peak,” I told Levi.
We started our
hike under clear skies and watched the sun as it began to rise and illuminate
the valley. It was a beautiful hike through the lower mountain meadows and
underneath huge pine trees. The growth of trees continued right up the side of
the mountain. The higher that we climbed, the valley of forests and fields
increasingly spread out below us.
Does that not look to you like a "gentle fog"? |
About half way up
the volcano, we entered the fog, which had not yet lifted. Still, I was sure
that by the time that we got to the top, we would be in clear skies. This,
however, turned out not to be true. Instead, the higher that we climbed, we
found that it began to become windy. There also was a rain that began to fall. We
were not prepared for rain (at least I was not), as January is the dry season
in Guatemala. Rain was the last thing that we thought that we would encounter. But
despite being drenched, we pressed on.
A couple of
hundred feet higher on the mountain, it suddenly became quite windy. The
big pines began to sway violently. It was windy enough that we were getting
concerned that branches might start to break and fall, so we found a spot that
had only shorter trees and decided to wait there to see if the rain and wind
would let up a little. The temperature was also dropping very quickly with the
altitude and with the weather conditions. Levi told me that he had a poncho in
his backpack, so we sat side by side, huddled together with the poncho spread
out over our laps to try to keep warm. However, after about a half an hour, we
were shivering so badly that we decided that we had to get up and walk…but in
which direction – up or down? It now looked like the conditions were getting
worse instead of better, but neither of us liked the idea of going down. After
all, hadn’t we come all of this way to climb the volcano?
I remember talking with
Levi about this decision, but I do not remember if Levi and I made any kind of
verbal agreement about what to do. However, when we began to walk, it was in
the ascent instead of the descent. I do not even remember which of us was the
one who turned upwards on the trail. But with his actions, that one spoke for
both of us.
Water was running down the
path now, making it very slippery. By this time, the trees were aggressive in
their swaying back and forth. We kept one eye on the limbs above our heads as
we walked.
As we continued to climb,
the water on the path began to turn to ice, and the wind roared around us. Levi
had put his poncho on but the wind soon whipped it to shreds. We did not have
hats or gloves, or even any clothing that was very warm. I had an extra T-shirt
that I wrapped around my head, and Levi had a sweat-band type strip of cloth
that he
put over his ears. We trudged on, slipping on the path and trying to make headway, the wind thunderous through the tops of the trees.
put over his ears. We trudged on, slipping on the path and trying to make headway, the wind thunderous through the tops of the trees.
I yelled to Levi
above the sound of the wind, “Levi, we should go under the mountain – through
the mines of Moria!”
“No Gimli,” he yelled back.
“I will not go through the mines of Moria unless I have no other choice!”
Finally, we broke
through the tree-line near the top of the mountain. The winds on the peak were
so strong that a person could lean his entire body weight into the wind and it
would hold him up. Levi did this, but I was too cold and eager to rush down the
other side of the mountaintop to find a shelter on the lee-ward side of a rock.
I thought that the wind must be at least 80 miles per hour since it would hold
someone leaning into it, and with the temperature below the freezing point, the
wind chill made our rain-wetted bodies very cold. Before we had started our
climb, someone told me that people have died from hypothermia on this mountain,
and I could now easily see how.
Scrambling down on
the other side of the peak, I found a nice, high bolder about fifty feet below
the peak that cut the force of the wind. It had a small ledge in front of it.
“He will dwell
on the heights. His refuge will be the impregnable rock.” (Isaiah 33:16)
There Levi and I waited and
shivered. We still had hopes that the wind would die down and the sun would
break through the clouds. After all, it was dry season! I had anticipated this
day so much that I was not keen to give it up. For many days, I pictured myself
on top of the mountain looking eastward along the tops of the range of the
Sierra Madres to see the volcano that we had climbed on Thanksgiving Day.
At least next to our rock,
we were safe. We were out of the strongest of the wind and there were no trees
on the very top of the mountain, so nothing could fall on us. It was not
raining on the top, but we were already shivering cold. We sat back to back to
try to conserve our warmth, and then walked back and forth to stop our
shivering. The sun kept teasing us with an occasional hazy appearance through
what we hoped was a thinning of the clouds, but on that day, the sun was not
serious in his duty to break through the torment. The wind speed did seem to
decrease a little; just enough to give us hope that, if we were patient, we
would soon be rewarded with our goal of viewing the mountain peaks of the range.
However, after a couple of
hours waiting, we decided it was no longer of any use, and if we were to make
it down before darkness fell, we had better leave. By our walking back and
forth on this little ledge, we had managed to feel a little warm. I had a
little candy in my backpack which gave us a little more energy. But we were
still shivering, and it had grown quite intense. In fact, it sometimes had
seemed to me that the shivering was getting deeper – even into my core. In the
end, with somewhat of a feeling of defeat, we climbed back over the peak and
began our descent.
The temperature must have
risen slightly, because as we descended, the ice was thawing. Nevertheless, the
path was so greasy with the mud and water running on top of the ice, that we
slipped and fell several times (at least I did). It was still quite windy, but
the wind speed had decreased
significantly. However, the validity of our fears about being hit with a
falling limb were confirmed as we saw several branches four to six inches in
diameter that before had been living branches, but had been ripped off the pine
trees by the malicious and invisible hands of the wind, and then violently thrown
across the path where we had earlier walked.
Finally, we
descended below the cloud and the storm that continued to rage around the peak
of the mountain, and we once again entered a lower valley. Here at the lower
altitude, the sun, which had failed us on the peak, dried our clothes and
warmed out bodies as we walked. I was glad for the warmth, but I felt a little
like a child who had been spanked and then given a hug by his parent.
I said to Santa
Maria, “I know that you love me, but you did hurt me.”
We sometimes hear
people speak of “mountaintop
experiences.” By this term, these people usually mean
arriving at a place where they have risen above any point of difficulty and are
enjoying a situation of basking in the warm rays of the sun and the scenery that
can be afforded only from a privileged position. They are above the problems of
life and are walking in victory. Experientially, this was my hope and my
expectation as Levi and I began our climb on that second day of that year. I
had hoped to have a literal mountaintop experience like this.
Picture in the newspaper of mountain on the day after Levi and I climbed it |
However, those who
actually do climb mountains know that mountaintop experiences are not always
that of the warmth of sun and panoramic scenery. Mountaintops can sometimes
even threaten one’s very life. The view from a mountaintop is completely
dependent upon the circumstances in which one finds himself when he arrives at
the top. Some days are very pleasant, like our earlier one had been on
Thanksgiving Day, but on some days, we feel as did Moses of old, when he said
of the top of Mount Sinai, “I am full of fear and trembling” (Hebrews 12:21 NAS).
Spiritual and
emotional mountaintop experiences have much in common with literal mountaintop
experiences. Sometimes people feel that when the circumstances in which they
find themselves are going along brightly, that they are on a mountaintop in
their spiritual lives. But do you see that this type of mountaintop experience
is still based upon circumstances? As quickly as one arrives at a mountaintop
to feel the warmth of the sun, clouds and wind can envelope the experience and
bring misery. It can quickly turn into what the Bible writer calls, a mountain
of “darkness and gloom and whirlwind.”
To know true
victory in one’s spiritual life, one must learn what it is to live above even
the experience of the mountaintop. That is why the writer of Hebrews goes on to
speak of another mountain, a mountain other than Mount Sinai.
“But you have come
to Mount Zion, to the heavenly Jerusalem, the city of the living God. You have
come to thousands upon thousands of angels in joyful assembly, to the church of
the firstborn, whose names are written in heaven. You have come to God, the
judge of all men…to Jesus, the mediator of a new covenant” (Hebrews 12:22-24a
NIV).
The writer of these words
is also speaking of a mountaintop experience. However, Mount Zion is not a
literal mountain to be found in some mountain range. The writer of Hebrews is
speaking of a mountaintop experience that rests not on circumstance. It is
above circumstance. This experience rest only on the strength and the power of
God. This type of mountaintop experience understands that even when the
circumstances bring “fear and trembling,” at the conclusion of all things, the
experience will be “a kingdom that cannot be shaken”.
To know this secure
type of mountaintop experience, one also needs to know the power of him whose
voice has the potency to shake the earth. One also needs to know that God has
also said, “Yet once more I will shake not only the earth, but also the heaven”
(Hebrews 12:26 NAS). This is the true mountaintop experience. A true
mountaintop experience is to know and fear the power of him who holds the
authority over all circumstance and all mountaintops. Once we know him and
understand that he is the Sovereign One, he offers us a kingdom that cannot be
shaken. It is only this that gives one the ability to live above the
circumstances of life.
This is what the Apostle
Paul meant when he wrote:
I have learned to
be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble
means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance
I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance
and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.
(Philippians 4:11-13 NAS).
Levi and I had
begun our climb with expectations of quiet contemplation as we looked over the
peaks of the Guatemalan highlands. Instead, we were treated with a test of
resolve and a demonstration of a force of nature that we had never before
known. Quite honestly, it was a reminder to me not only of the power of the
natural realm, but also of God himself. It is God who wields the power even over this
realm.
“Therefore, since
we receive a kingdom which cannot be shaken, let us show gratitude, by which we
may offer to God an acceptable service with reverence and awe; for our God is a
consuming fire” (Hebrews 12:28-29 NAS).
Thanks for sharing this exciting post with us! I believe you passed the test, with God's gracious provision.
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